Thursday, May 13, 2010

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tImXbmdnsâ kwKoXw
(cN\þIemaÞew jnPp IpamÀ)
Xncph«mdn\p apIfn ao\kqcy³ Pzen¨p \n¶ D¨t\c¯v i_cn tImXbmdnsâ aSn¯«n Xe ]qgv¯n¡nS¶p.
kqcy³ ]Snªmtd N{Ihmf¯n tNmc OÀ±n¨p acn¡m³ XpS§nb kÔybn i_cn BZntIih t£{X¯nsâ ]Sns¡«pIfnsem¶n Nn´m[o\\mbn Ccp¶p.
A¶s¯ kqcy³ Xncph«mdnt\mSp hnS ]dª cm{Xnbn t£{X¯nsâ HccnIn IYIfn ImWphm³ Ah³ sImSpwI¿pw Ip¯n hm s]mfn¨ncp¶p.
A§s\ BZnXysâ bm{XbpsS hnhn[ ZiIfn Ahsâ apcSn¨ a\Ênsâ k©mcw Ah\pt]mepw ]nSnIn«m¯ hgnIfneqsSbmbn. a\Ênsâ NndIpIÄ apdn¡s¸« Znhkambncp¶p tImXbmdv ]mSpsa¶v i_cn Is­¯nbXv. HmtcmZnhkhpw Hmtcm cmKw i¦cm`cWambncp¶t{X XpS¡w. ao\amk¯nse H³]Xp Znhks¯ IYIfn ]m«nsâ kwKoXhpambn ebn¨ tImXbmdnsâ ]m«v BZntIihsâ Icn¦Â NpacpIfn {]Xn[z\n¨v i_cnbpsS ImXpIfn ]Xn¨t¸mÄ s]m¶m\nbpw i¦nSnbpw tImXbmdnsâ hyXykvX `mh§fmbn.
Bän³h¡s¯ Idp¯ aW¯oc¯v Ipcpt¯me Rm¯nb Ifnbcs§mcp§n. \fNcnXambncp¶p IY. i_cnbpsS \f³ ao\m£nbpsS Zab´n. \fZab´namÀ Ac§n sI«n¸pWÀ¶p \n¶p. c­mw cmhn IenbpsS hchmbn, IqsS Zzm]c\pwþc­p bpK§fpsS {]Xn\n[nIÄ! IenbpsS A«lmk§fnepdIqSnb B`nNmcw \fsâ ImÂ]mZ§fneqsS \pgªp Ibdnbt¸mÄ i_cnbpsS a\Ênsâ Xmf{Ia§Ä sXän¯pS§n. H¶mw {]Xn\n[nbpsS Im¡ogn sRcnªaÀ¶ \mSyimkv{X¯nsâ tcmZ\w Gäphm§nb tImXbmdv t]cdnbm¯ GtXm cmKw ]mSn. cmK hnkvXmc§fpsS BhÀ¯\§fn Ce¯mfw ]nSn¨v i_cn i¦nSnbmbn.
tImXbmdnsâ \oscmgp¡n kzc§fpsS ebw thÀs]Sp¯ms\t¶mWw IÃpIÄ s]dp¡nsbdnªv i_cn Bän³ h¡¯ncp¶p.
i_co...
Hm....
\o t¸m ]mSmdntÃ?..
à KpcpPo, kwKoX¯nsâ Bßmhv \ãs¸« {`m´\v C\n ]mSm\mhnÃ
\o {`m´\m¶mcm Ip«o ]dtª?
Xncph«mdv ]dªp...BZntItim¼dªp....Cu tImXbmdp ]dªp....]ns¶...]ns¶... ao\m£ow ]dªp...
2.
i_cnbpsS tX§Â tImXbmdnsâ AeIÄ¡v {ipXn tNÀ¯p.Bänse sN½®p Ie§nb shůn ap¡n¸ngnª tXmÀ¯pambn KpcpPn Icbv¡p Ibdn. Xncph«mdnsâ {]hmNI³! hmÀ²Iyw shÅn]qinb \o­ XmSntcma§fn ]än¸nSn¨ PeIWnIIsf hr²³ Cud³ tXmÀ¯p sIm­v H¸nsbSp¯p.
Icbm­ncn¡q Ip«o.. FWo¡q \ap¡p \S¡mw
KpcpPnbpsS DW§nb ssI¯­bn i_cnbpsS hncepIÄ tImÀ¯p.XoÀ°bm{XbpsS CSdnb kzc§Ä Bßmhnte¡nd§n h¶v Nn´miànbpsS Bg§sf hÀ²n¸n¨Xv i_cn Adnªp. DÅneqdnb kvarXn ]c¼cIfn {Xkn¨p \n¶ Xncph«mdnsâ BZnaKÔw tImXbmdnsâ kwKoXamsbmgpIn i_cnbpsS hnIe a\Ênsâ ASn¯«n tNÀ¶p InS¶p. BZntIihsâ Icn¦Â aÞ]¯nse XqWpIfnsem¶n KpcpPn i_cnsb {]XnjvTn¨p.
i_cn Xncph«mdnsâ ssZhambn..BZntIih\mbn.....
]mhw i_cn......'
ao\m£nbpsS HmÀ½Ifn ]p\ÀÖ\n¨ ]gb Imew...
kwKoX hnZymeb¯nsâ Nph¶ Nmbw ]qinb hcm´bn i_cnsb Im¯p \n¡mdpÅ ao\m£n..
kvarXnIfpsS AØn¯d!
k]vXkzc§tfmSv X¡mew hnSsNmÃn i_cn ao\m£ntbbpw Iq«n hnZymeb¯nsâ ]Sns¡«pIfnd§n. CcphcptSbpw Zn\NcybpsS `mKambn¡gnªncp¶p Hcpan¨pÅ aS¡bm{X.
i_co \nt¶msSm¯p \S¡mdpÅ Cu sshIpt¶c§Ä F\ns¡mcn¡epw \ãs¸Sp¯m\mhnÃ, \n\t¡m?'
F\n¡pw..sshIpt¶c§Ä am{Xaà \nt¶bpw...
i_cnbpsSBßmhn \n¶p ]pds¸« kvt\l¯nsâ kwKoXnIÄ ao\£nsb ]pÂInbXv AhÄ a\Ênem¡nbnÃ.
ao\m£n ]dªpþ
t\m¡q i_co, \½psS apIfneqsS k©cn¡p¶ Cu ag taL§fpsS icocw apgph\pw tImXbmdnse Pe IWnIIfmW.v.
\n\¡§ns\ tXm¶p¶ntÃ?
AXp am{Xaà ao\q \nsâ ajnbpW§nb I®pIfpsS \ndamWhbv¡v....
i_cnbpsS hndbmÀ¶ ssI¸S§Ä¡pÅn ao\m£nbpsS apJw hoÀ¸pap«n. AhfpsS s\änbnse hnbÀ¸n IpXnÀ¶ Ip¦pas¸m«v i_cnbpsS IhnfpIfn ]SÀ¶p. hnImc§fpsS thentbä¯n kvacWIfpsS ]pdt´mSv X¨pS¨v AhÄ ]pd¯p h¶p.
HmÀ½IÄ Fs¶ Ip¯n t\mhn¡p¶p KpcpPo..
ao\m£n ]dªpþ
3.
Cab\¡§fpsS \nÈÐXbn apgpInb KpcpPnbpsS I®pIfn \qäm­pIfpsS PoÀ®X kvarXnIfmbn Hen¨nd§n.
KpcpPn ]dªpþ
Nn´IfpsS DZmcX thZ\n¸n¡p¶psh¦n \ãs¸Sp¯cpXv Ip«o AXv ]Ým¯m] t_m[¯nsâ AWpLS\bmW.v
i_cn Fs¶ kvt\ln¡p¶psh¶v Hcn¡epw Fs¶mSp ]dªn«nÃ. Fsâ kvt\lw Ahs\ Adnbn¡phm³ F\n¡p ss[cyhpanÃmbncp¶p. Hcp kqN\sb¦nepw X¶ncp¶psh¦n Ahs\\n¡p \ãs¸Spambncp¶nÃ...
ao\m£n ZoÀLambn \nizkn¨p.
\ãt_m[amWv i_cnsb D³amZmhØbnse¯n¨sX¶v Ip«n IcpXp¶pt­m?
AtX KpcpPo FÃm sXäpw FtâXmbncp¶p. Fsâ hnhml¡mcyw ]dªt¸mÄ Ahsâ apJs¯ hnImcsas´¶v Rm³ Adnªncp¶nà Ignª ao\¯nembncp¶p IeymWw. A¶nhnsS IYIfn¡mÀ s]«nIfpambn h¶ncp¶p. Rm³ `À¯r Krl¯nse¯nbXnsâ c­mw Znhkambncp¶p i_cn¡v.....
A¶p Rm³ XoÀYbm{Xbnembncp¶p. Imin, a[pc, lcnZzmÀ...bm{X Ignªv Xncns¨¯nb cmhn Xm{a]À®n\nbpsS Hmc¯ncp¶ i_cnsb Rm³ Xncn¨dnªnÃ. At¸mÄ BZntIihsâ Ac§n IenZzm]c³amÀ ]pjvIcsâ [a\nbn hnjw Ip¯n\ndbv¡pIbmbncp¶p
A¶v i_cn tImXbmdnt\mSv ]nW§nb Znhkambncp¶p. tImXbmdv ]mSpsa¶p Ah³ Is­¯nb Znhkw!. Igp¯äw tImXbmdnse shůn ap§n \n¶p km[Iw sN¿pt¼mÄ Ahsâ kzc§sf Pew tamãns¨Sp¯phs{X!
ao\m£n InX¨p. AhfpsS InX¸neqdnb tkzZ_nµp¡fpsS \ãt_m[w KpcpPn Xncn¨dnªp.
FÃmw hn[nbmWp Ip«o....
{]hmNI³ hn[nsb ]gn¨v ao\m£nsb Bizkn¸n¨p. Bizmkhm¡pIfpsS ioXfna AhfpsS DÅn ]pI¨nembn amdn. \odp¶ Bßmhnsâ \ãt_m[¯nsâ tX§Â.
i_cnbnt¸mÄFhnsSbmW v?
Adnbnà Ip«o \o At\zjn¡p¶pthm?
Cà KpcpPo C\nsb\n¡Xn\mhnÃ, \ãs¸«h Xncn¨p ]nSn¡m³ F\n¡p IgnbnÃ.
ao\m£n `ÀXrKrl¯nte¡p bm{Xbmbn. hnKXkvacWIfpsS Xg¼pIÄ s]m«nsbmen¨ tImXbmdnsâ h¡neqsS...
4.
KpcpPn GIm´Xbn Xm{a]À®n\nbpsS Pe[qfnIbn Baá\mbn. AbpànIXbpsS Bcw`¯n ]cmPbaSª {`m´³amcpsS a\Ênsâ tX§Â AenªptNÀ¶ Xm{a]À®n\n tImXbmdnsâ Z¯p]p{XnbmsW¶p KpcpPnbv¡p tXm¶n.
\ZnbpsS Hmf§fneenªptNÀ¶ I®ocntâbpw,hnbÀ¸ntâbpw ZpxJw Xncph«mdnsâ BZn XeapdbptSXmsW¶ kXyw KpcpPn Adnªp. KpcpPn ]n³ XeapdIfpsS ]nXmhmbn..Kpcp\mY\mbn..Xncph«mdnsâ {]hmNI\mbn.
A{Klmc§fpsS t\ÀhgnIfneqsS i_cn Aeªp. DÅn Xpcps¼Sp¯ k]vXkzc§sf tX¨pan\p¡m\pÅ Ahsâ ]mgv{iaw I­v sXcpthmcs¯ Ip«nIÄ¡v t\ct¼m¡mbn. AhcpsS Bt{Imi§sfm¶pw Ah³ tI«nÃ.
i_cn \S¡pIbmWv..
e£yt_m[anÃm¯ Bbm{Xbn Ahsâ a\Êv Ime¯ns\m¸sa¯phm³ \t¶ ]Wns¸«p. kvarXnbn hnXp¼nb B a\Ênsâ tX§Â tImXbmdp am{Xw tI«p.
þhoSnsâ tImembnencp¶v ]Ãm¦pgn Ifn¡p¶ ao\m£n ho«n¯Snbn tImaphmimcn XoÀ¯ ]Ãm¦pgn¸eIbpsS If§fntemtcm¶nepw tNmc¨ph¸pÅ a©mSnap¯pIÄ s]dp¡nbnSp¶ AhfpsS I®pIfntebv¡päp t\m¡n i_cn Ccp¶p.
F´m i_co C§s\ Xpdn¨pt\m¡tW..? Ifn¡WntÃ..?
\nsâ I®pIÄs¡´p `wKnbmWp ao\q..Rm\n¶mfv tImXbäo¶v ]nSn¨ ]c aos\t¸mse..
Hm..Cu i_cosS Hcp Imcyw..
AhÄ Ipep§n¨ncn¨p. B NncnbpsS BhÀ¯\§sf s]s«¶mWv i_cnbpsS Np­pIÄ XSÊs¸Sp¯nbXv.NnXdns¯dn¨ a©mSn¡pcp¡Ä Npcp«n¸nSn¨ AhfpsS ssIIfn hoÀ¸pap«n. knaâp Xdbn AaÀ¶p s]m«nb IcnhfIÄ Ahsâ icoc¯n t]mdepIÄ hogv¯n...B t]mdepIfn Dudn¡qSnb tNmcs¸mSnIsf ao\m£nbpsS Np­pIÄ H¸nsbSp¯p..B cà_nµp¡Ä i_cnbpsS Np­nepw DW§n¸nSn¨p...
þi_cn HmSpIbmW...v BZntIihsâ ]Snªmtd \SbnepÅ CSnªps]mfnª Icn¦Â NpacpIÄ Icbp¶ Hcp hoSn\p ap¶n Ah³ \n¶p.
AXv ao\m£nbpsS hoSmbncp¶p..AhÄ ]Snbnd§nbn«v hÀj§fpsS ]g¡apÅ hoSv.
i_cn D½d¯v Ad¨p \n¶p. ]mdn¸d¶ Ahsâ XeapSnbn BZntIih\v Btcm AÀ¸n¨ ]qhnsâ HcnXÄ ]än¸nSn¨ncp¶p. s]m«n¯pS§nb ]Ãm¦pgn¸eI t\À¯ \qÂI¼nsIm­v sI«n h¨ncp¶p. Ahbv¡nt¸mÄ ao\m£nbpsS KÔanÃ.
5.
ap¡q«ntâbpw, ssXe¯ntâbpw KÔw DÅn \n¶pw Hen¨nd§n
BcmZv??
ao\m£nbpsS A½bpsS shsÅgp¯p hoW I®pIÄ¡v BZyw i_cnsb Xncn¨dnbm\mbnÃ. ]n¶oSv a\Ênembt¸mÄ AhcpsSbpÅnse ]Ibpw,shdp¸pw hm¡pIfmbn ]pd¯p h¶p.
..\o..\o ho­pw ht¶m? ]vcm´³..sâ tamsf t]cptZmjw tI¸n¡m³ t\m¡y ]vcm´³..s]mbvt¡m \o...
BZntIihm..........
i_cn H¶pw tI«nÃ. Ah³ AhnsS \n¶nd§n, ØeIme t_m[w \in¨ Ahsâ Nn´IÄ¡v e£yanÃmbncp¶p.
Ahsâ ]mZ§fpsS thKX hÀ²n¨psIm­ncp¶p....
BZntIihm...
B {]mÀ°\bn tImXbmdp am{Xw I®oscmgp¡n...
Ah³ HmSpIbmWv...
tImXbmdnsâ KÀ`]m{X¯nte¡v.....
B amXrXz¯nsâ PehmÕey¯nte¡v....

sRcfs¯ ]m«v

GtXm In\mhn \nssbpWÀ¯nb

tkm]m\kwKoX KoX§fmcpsS

KoX tKmhnµ hoNnbpbcpsmcm-

{ipXn am[pcyamw IWvThpamcpsS?

`àn\naoenXm]mwK§tfmsSbpw

`àIptNes\t¸msemcp kmXznI³

IrjvWinemcq]apÅnepd¸n¨-

XrjvWmhntbmKnbmsamcp tbmKnbmtcm?

Btcm ]dªn«dnªp Rms\s¸mtgm

sRcf¯pdcmas¸mXphmfnsXpw,

\f]pcw cmap tkm]m\w ]mSm³

`qPmX\mtbmcp sRcf¯p cma³

sRcf¯n\mtcmateIntbmcmarX-

KoX¯nem\µ hrjvSnbn \ocmSn

F{Xtbmtkm]m\kÔyIsf³ at\m

X{´nIÄ ao«nbm {]fb]tbm[n

CSbv¡bn \npWcpw XpbnepIÄ

CSs\©pWÀ¯pw L\kwLKoX

sNss¼Kpcp Xcpa¡nSmhns\

ss¡]nSn¨m\bns¨t§m adªntXm

HmÀabnsepapWcpao thfIÄ

IÂ]m´Ime¯n\¸pdt¯mfhpw

tIcflr¯n³ {ioeI¸SnIfnÂ

Be]n¨oSptamcmbncaocSn-

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tXSphm³ apXncp¶pthm Rm³?

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PohnX kXy§Ä tXSpw X]kyIÄ

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